Surgery time has come again.. to fix my broken boobs!

Yeah that's right... I broke my boobs! ha! Around a month ago I noticed you could actually see a little part of my implant through my skin. I went to my doctor and asked him about it and he said that my muscle and tissue he sewed together separated. The tissue is there to cover the implant where the muscle doesn't fully cover it. He thinks I could have over did it by being a mom too soon and separated it. A few weeks after that I noticed it on the other side too! So he needs to go in and redo my implant surgery. He said it will be a tough surgery (more like the initial mastectomy because of the extensive repair work he has to do) bummer! So tomorrow I go in for a 3 hour surgery to fix the tear on each side. This time I am going to actually take it easy for the full amount of time tells me to so this doesn't happen again! Today I have a lot of things to do around my house but I decided to play and snuggle with my girls while I can and do everything tonight (run around like a chicken with my head cut off) but oh well, it's worth it because my girls are way too cute! :) AJ isn't being let off work tomorrow like we had planned so he can't be with me before or wait during my surgery, which sucks! But I am lucky to have a very good friend Cyndi who is going to come with me. She will hang with me until I go under and she is going to wait during my surgery. I hope everyone is blessed with friends like this. AJ said he is planning on being there before I wake up, lets hope he can! It's so frustrating! The girls will be with my grandma and my cousin Ashlee is going over there to play with them as well so they will have a fantastic day! Everything else has been going pretty well. My grandpa (my mom's dad) had a cancerous tumor removed a few weeks ago and goes in next monday to find out when he has to start radiation. I really hope he can wait until after Christmas but we will see. I'm pretty sick of the C word in our family. I hope all these surgeries will make my chances of cancer really diminish so that my family can quit having to deal with more cancer. blah! I'd like to ask you to all pray for my grandpa that his cancer won't return (that they did in fact get it all) and that my surgery goes smoothly and that AJ can make it there as soon as possible because I know it is really stressing him out. I need everything to go ok so I can rest, heal and then be a mom again because these girls grow so darn fast! I have 3 weeks until Christmas so I hope I can heal up and make my girl's Christmas as magical as my mom always made mine :) I'll update as soon as I can on how everything went.. I probably need to stop cage fighting so I don't break anything else this time! haha